I am here

I hope that your Sunday is going well, I hope it was filled with laughter and someone you care about.
My day went okay, had one of those days that I hope I had gotten more done.. But one thing that I have one my list was to write this post. I have been hellbent on following through with this posting schedule.

The question? What do I talk about? I mean my day was really uneventful. I went to the gym, picked up sandwich bags at the store and have been at home watching Happy Valley on Netflix.
One thing I want to address is that I write what I feel in the moment, so if I come off I certain way that isn't how I feel all the time, actually I'm a very hopeful/positive person. In fact it is one of my downfalls, in fact I think it comes off as a mask to hid what I'm feeling. I use this blog as a place to vent, it's a place I feel safe.

I mean no one deals with the challenges life gives you one way, we all handle our problems the best we know how and I just don't give up, I can't. But I still feel, and if you're feeling something anything that makes you not want to get up tomorrow, know that you and I will keep fighting for a better day. I'm thankful to have my mom and sister who drag me out of bed and make me face the day.

I'm going to work on better more interesting post, I have been trying to plan upcoming post for next week. I still don't know what I want to do with this blog. I have so many ideas that I get overwhelmed.

I hope you're doing okay, and know that I'm here, and not just in a sentimental way I sincerely from my whole heart mean it.